He knows our hearts

1 May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble! May the name of the God of Jacob protect you! 2 May he send you help from the sanctuary and give you support from Zion! 3 May he remember all your offerings and regard with favor your burnt sacrifices! Selah 4 May he grant you your heart's desire and fulfill all your plans! (ESV) That is straight out of Psalms 20 and 21.
The reason that I wanted to share that is because at one point I had become so caught up in doing what other people said that I should do that I became miserable and had to spend all of my time and efforts doing what they said instead of what made me happy. Instead of doing my intitial intentions from the beginning point...
The truth of the matter is that it was put into my life for a reason. It gave me a drive and an eagerness to reach people and educate them. God knows my desires and my intentions. He knows what I have on my heart because he put it there since I was a little girl to help people. It is not saying I havent messed up along the way because boy have I, (lol).
Going back to old school has been such a blessing to me. Gardening gets my kids and I from under the televison. It has brought me into paths with the garden tower which I can make income with. It has allowed me to meet and communicate with fabulous people who care about helping others instead of just making money.
I am so excited because God has a purpose for each and every one of us. He wants to bless us and see us do well so that we can bless others. Our nation has gone astray from helping children, the elderly and widows. If we were to come together and help each other once again, we would see how much farther our livelihoods would improve :-)